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Alright, I know it's been a long time since I blogged, but I'm here now and that's what matters right? :D Sorry friend, I know you've been wanting me to blog, so sorry for the delay.

LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL! [: 1 week to liberation studying for mid years and occasionally going out to playyy. Haha I can't wait to go out- i need to SHOP or do something, the malls are calling my name :D Makes me seem like such a shopaholic but what :D Debs just told me about Pennisula Plaza which sells nice nice bags for 15BUCKS >< Save save Yi Ying, save!

GREG- I'M SORRY. I DROPPED THE WATER BOTTLE AND IT BROKE ): I was so devastated.

Choir handover on Thurs omg and farewell on 19th Jun. It seems just ytd that I made my farewell speech in front of the choir and went for farewell, I miss SN Choir so much ): Perhaps I realised that it wasn't really just choir that I loved- it was mostly SN Choir and all the wonderful people in it. Although sometimes I still wonder if i made the right choice in not joining VJChoir but I dont regret joining Knights. And yet always there's that 'what if' that should not persist any longer because yi ying, its time to live in the present!

Pw's been a total bitch and I have no idea how to salvage it ): Help someone.

VJ life has been a total rollarcoaster. Its not all fun and play as the seniors made it out to be but I'm so thankful for wonderful people like Debs and JK that stick around and are always there. [:

I WANT TO GO PENNISULA PLAZA TO GET A NEW BAG ):

I would like to make it clear that I have bought
this tablecloth with its simple repeating pattern
of dark purple blooms not named by any botanist
because it reminds me of that printed dress you had
the summer we met - a dress you have always said
I never told you I liked.  Well I did, you know.  I did.
I liked it a lot, whether you were inside it or not.

How did it slip so quietly out of our life?
I hate - I really hate - to think of some other bum
swinging those heavy flower-heads left to right.
I hate even more to think of it mouldering on a tip
or torn to shreds - a piece here wiping a dipstick,
a piece there tied round a crack in a lead pipe.

It's all a long time ago now, darling, a long time,
but tonight just like our first night here I am
with my head light in my hands and my glass full,
staring at the big drowsy petals until they start to swim,
loving them but wishing to lift them aside, unbutton them,
tear them, even, if that's what it takes to get through
to the beautiful, moon-white, warm wanting skin of you.
-Andrew Motion

Sometimes you wonder in life if the choices you made are right, if it would have been better if
you've chosen some other way. But some choices you know are just right and even if others tell
you otherwise, you know you wouldn't want it any other way [:

Knights outing to sentosa on sat was da bomb haha [: It was so fun being in the water all the day,
playing capt's ball on shoulder sits, trying stunts in the water, riding with the waves haha love
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Now I know that this is right, and this is perfect.

Its getting to the June hols in like 3 weeks, which is super duper fast! Need to study hard, jiayou
jiayou Yi Ying [:

Its been lovely getting to know better people around you, Debs, Shaf, Greg (the ego person who
wants me to blog about him). Lessons are made more fun when you have people sitting around
you (like JK ahemahem) who makes faces at you when you draw on them as they're dozing off,
so as to keep you awake yourself haha! And nice nice people who are very sweet and tell you that
you were a good emcee like Greg, even though you know that you were crappy.

And of course, there's you who's always been here. [: 

Note to self: Pray, love and smile.

Its been so long since I last blogged, and probably no one comes here anymore, I should just close this down haha.

And you do it all over again, and I fall again and again. Let down again, and I pick myself up. I'm an idiot, a fool and all I can do is hold it back yi ying you said you'll never cry and yet its so hard. If you'll just be here, though i know i'm not being fair and its hard for you to.

When you bring me more sorrow than joy, is it weak of me to want to collapse and stop giving?





We're in this life together
Even when one moves without the other
Different pages from the same story

2nd Feb will be a new beginning all over again, new friends, new environment. I must say I'm pretty excited [: Results was pretty unexpected, surprising and a tad disappointing, but I'm very much thankful to God for blessing me with so much.

Flying to Hong Kong on Thurs for a whole week for CNY, Jo-Ann says I'll be missing out on hong baos and CNY songs haha but tbh its much more festive over there than here [: For a start there will be fireworks! Which I can view from my cousin's condo, cool to the max. I won't be able to go back to StNicks for CNY celebration though, bummer ): Miss singing the track, and we missed it last year during National Day too. Oh well, 080808 was fun [:

I've been guilty of being the really ultimate slacker these few weeks >< Can't wait for school to start and get some work on my hands, I know what the seniors mean now when they say I'll miss work once I finish O's and I guess they're right. Time to buck up once school starts!





Photos Galore [:

Seeing that I haven't really taken the time to reflect back on the beautiful memories of 2008, I shall now, by reviewing pictures and posting them as I go along.

Christmas Service with Char and Clar







Comfort food for girls: Kinder Bueno White
Note to self: Don't eat too much chocolate when you have an ulcer.

2009. Rachel made me sit down and write down New Year resolutions before we went for Watch Night service, and I'm determined to keep them.. the ones that matter anyway [: I realised how much things are different since last year, and I wonder how things will be like after 2009.

Shopping with Rachel on the 30th, finally, after talking about shopping with her for so long (think june). Got 3 tops and a dress, ended the day with SG dinner at NewYorkNewYork. Now I'm craving for the cream pasta that Clarice got ><

Results out in 2 weeks, all the regrets are starting to settle in again, but I guess its too late to think about it now.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.