it's you.

25.3


this is so wrong.


i need to put in a thousand times more effort than i did last term.


sigh. how how how?


26.3

rach came over.


talked bout some stuff... mainly her n her many boyfrens. (:


its raining outside now.


im so tired and... i dunno.

like i have a lot to say and yet.. nothing.

the rain is damping my mood.


yesterday's concert was not bad. mrs field's cookies after that was super good and i had lots of fun home w/ leanor.

i absolutely love leanor! (:


A Beautiful Life (la bella vita)
God won't talk to me
I guess she's pretty busy
I'd like to believing
She's listening
Im starting to feel
All of my bruises imagined or real
And I'll get through each day
I dig through the bad ones
To get to the gd ones
Who's keeping score anyway?

And this is myBeautiful life
The only thing certain is everything changes
The lows and the highs
And all those gdbyes
As hard as it gets i noe its still amazing
To be alive
Its a beautiful life

I talk in my slp
Tts the 1 place i noe no one can hear me
I tell myself things
Dun walk in the shadows
There is always tml
N im right where i wanna b

Chorus

It hurts while its happening
I wan to feel everything
How will u noe till u try?
N this is my beautiful lfe

Chorus


27.3

its been raining alot n im sick.


can someone just push me down the stairs so i break something then i dun have to be NAPFA? preferably my left hand, so i dun have to do my hw and stuff too. (: (:


now we have this really awesome project for MEP bout composing a song for kindergarten kids. wad? is mary had a lil lamb and twinkle twinkle lil star not enough for kindergarten kids? oh, i get it, they are so bored w/ those songs tt they need more songs. and who do they find? MEP students. so smart right?! and even if it does get compiled into a CD, who will get the money? i bet some 'learning institution' will request us to donate the money to them. lyk, hello my dear institution, i noe u guys r really poor, but looked who composed the songs?


ok sorry. I MISS MRS FIELD'S COOKIES. DOUBLE FUDGE DOUBLE FUDGE.n i crave brownies.

actually i crave any kind of chocalate or food made of chocolate. not bitter chocolate, but rich fattening chocolate.

yes, i admit im a pig. but who cares? (:


I ADORE MONDAYS. yes im abit weird cuz my mood is going up down up down. but im actually HAPPY now! the MEP thingy was wad i felt when i got the project but now its not so bad. its actually quite cool. lyk whoa i have a CD! of course, not tt our compositions will definately be gd enough to be made into a CD. but wth, i can dream (:


im feeling so random.


Truly Madly Deeply by Savage Garden
I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do
I will be strong I will be faithful
'cause I'm counting on
A new beginning
A reason for living
A deeper meaning, yeah

[chorus:]
I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry
The tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of
The highest powers
In lonely hours
The tears devour you

[chorus]

Oh can you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cause it's standing right before you
All that you need will surely come
I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do

[chorus]
I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to live like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

28.3

I LOVE MY NEW SEAT AND I LOVE EVERYONE TODAY!