it's you.

this is random.


i juz thought like if you didnt keep in contact w/ ur friends frm pri sch or something, and they are really really close to you. and when you like contact them after many many yrs, like 18 or something, then you find out that they like died already, how wld u feel?

its like shock or something isnt it? like regrets and ...stuff. i dunno. its like, people r dying around u, and u dun even like get a notice or something, and like maybe RIGHT NOW some one you may be dying or something.


haha im depressing.