it's you.

its been a long time since i posted how i feel on this blog.
so here's just some random thoughts&feelings
1) i really miss my bestie now
2) i adore 3truth, they're the only reason why going to school is tolerable, & choir too.
3) i feel so piggish now because im eating&eating nonstop & though im not growing fat i knw im growing unhealthy.
4) i think im such a selfish person, & i dont like the person i am now. i feel like such a meanie esp to JAM & i feel just so.. detached from everything sometimes & i feel so frustrated that i cant change anything
5) i think God's really disappointed with me.
6) i think im a really lousy monitor

>:(

someone help me, anyone, please.

&slc's drawing really close, so is SYF, and im really scared everything doesnt turn out well.


;I woke up short of breath, but I've still got a long day ahead of me
I don't know what day it is but tell me 'cause I gotta know who to be
Is this me up in the mirror? 'Cause I thought it was somebody else
Well it's a realization, when you find out you don't even wanna look at yourself

Where do I go?
What do I do?
Who do I turn to?
I'm losing my ground
Who am I now?
Where does it end?
How did it all begin?
I'm losing my ground

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