it's you.

when everything is gray, and everywhere you turn all you see is darkness

and suddenly a cross shows you the way, and finally it dawns on you.

You were there all along, all i had to do was open up my heart to You.

thank you for loving me oh Lord.

its been horrible living in gray these few days.
where ppl come up to you and tell you you look really sick, really tired.
and no matter what you do everything doesnt seem to be in control
after school calls to your best friend gives way to tears
msn conversations dont cheer you up, even if they do, the happiness is shortlived.
i've been dabbling in gray too much.

its time to wake up, yiying, stop dwelling in self-pity and all your ridiculous problems. no one will get you out of them.

im back world. (:

AHHH I LOVE MY BROTHER HE JUST BOUGHT BEN&JERRY'S ICE CREAM FOR ME.
NOW IM REALLY BACK & IM IN LOVE WITH THE WORLD, AND GOOD FOOD. <3